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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
8:39 pm	***You Are An ESFJ*** The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. What's Your Personality Type? http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/ Current Mood: depressed Current Music: amarillo sky (Comment on this)
Monday, December 4th, 2006
3:25 am	End of the Road So, I have known this was coming for about 2 years now...but I never knew how sad I would be. Everything is "the last." Tonight, when I did my ritual for the last time, I started crying. I am so jealous of the people who get to stay another semester, not because of the drama and bullshit, but because they get 5 more months to screw around, be lazy, and have fun. Friday is KA's Christmas party-that is my last "official" social followed by Installation and Transitional EC on Sunday. I am so nervous...I thought I had it all together-but I don't. These have been some of the best years of my life and, while I know I always have the memories, I am left with this aching feeling that everything is about to change...and it is. No more all nighters with friends, no more TJ's free beer nights, no more wondering from fraternity house to fraternity house, no more sorority formals, no more recruitments(call me crazy-i love recruitment), no more laughing till you cry in the cafe, no more Thursday night karaoke, no more... Most importantly, I feel like there is some beef with some of my closest friends and I don't want it to be like that. I just want to enjoy these last few weeks and not remember the awkward bad times but the good, laughter-filled times. I love all of you and will miss you terribly. Please keep me in the loop, at least for the next semester! Enjoy your time here...I know it is so cliche to say it flies by but it truly, truly does. Here's the song that's really been on my mind lately...call me silly... Time, sometimes the time just slips away And your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I'll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our seperate ways I won't forget so don't forget The memories we made Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine And we were wild and free Please remember, please remember me Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say And it's sad to walk away With just the memories Who's to know what might have been We'll leave behind a life and time We'll never know again Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me And remember, please remember me Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine And we were wild and free And remember, please remember me And how we laugh and how we smile And how this world was yours and mine And how no dream was out of reach I stood by you, you stood by me We took each day and made it shine We wrote our names across the sky We ride so fast, we ride so free And I had you and you had me Please remember, Please remember Please Remember-Coyote Ugly Soundtrack Current Mood: sad Current Music: Wild World (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
7:08 pm	Ready So I have been ultra depressed lately and, at first, I thought it was because I was about to graduate. Now, I am thinking it is because I am still here. I dont know how people who have to wait till the spring are going to do it. I am so sick of the bullshit here...the little cliques who follow the older one around...grow the fuck up. Most of you have been out of high school for at least 2 years. Also, I am so ready to give up all my leadership roles- I hate when you ask someone to do something that IS THEIR JOB they bitch and moan that they dont have time. Well, I dont have time to remind you 14,00000 times and if the event doesnt happen, guess who gets blamed? You're right- the person in charge (ie: me). There are a few people that understand where I am coming from but there are a select few who are still playing daddy's little angel (more like devil) and just dont get it. I am sick of being just the friend, or the 2nd in line all the time and hate even more when certain people rub it in your face...sorry I do not spread my legs wider than Texas. That's all...I miss everyone and I miss "the good ol' days." Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Sound of silence... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
2:11 am	Yeah... I have been in the strangest mood lately. I am getting nostalgic about everything...I am slowly realizing I have 2 months left...I swear I think I am depressed. Life is so easy right now and I am not excited about it not being easy anymore. I also am hanging out with some people that I havent the past few years and I just hate that I have waited this long to get to know them...I guess better late than never:) Good note, I am on the voting ballot for Senior Homecoming court and Ms. Lambuth...it's a really nice feeling. I am going to miss it so much. Ugh, I need Tinkerbell... I am having boy problems too...even though I am totally single. I think these problems are making me realize WHY I am single. I can't deal with it:) I am looking for jobs around here...I just dont think I can take going back to Memphis unless I get a rep. position at ALSAC, which I dont think I will at the time. I am looking at some non-profits here and in Nashville and Knoxville. Well, I am going to go work on my film paper and my senior seminar presentation- I have NO motivation right now! Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: would you go with me? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
9:58 am	hello all Well, I am alive and well. This summer has been extremely hectic, but fun and memorable. I am interning at St. Jude again- but in another department. I miss my friends in Sports but I am glad I had the other experience. I have a week and a half left before getting back to my LU and AGD duties. I thought I had everything after school figured out but am slowly learning I don't. I now am thinking differently about grad. school and what career path I want to pursue. I have grad school down to a couple of choices: U of Southern Mississippi, U of South Alabama and my top 3 are: NYU, Cumberland U, and U of Tennessee. U of Memphis is also my back-up. I am about to start applying so wish me luck. I hope everyone else is having a good summer...I will be seeing all of you in a few weeks! Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Office Murmur (Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
9:13 pm	Here It Is... So, here's one. Yesterday was graduation. I am a little sad I didnt walk with '06 since I should have but I am glad for another semester of fun. I teared up as a couple of people walked across... Last night, Tequila Joes...most random assortment of people ever but so fun. I got a concussion on the way home when we went to go pick up Gov, Granier and Rachel who thought walking home was a good idea...Love them! Got up (somehow!) today at 8:15 and left Jackson. I had a Dr. appt. at 10:30. I met a girl there and we started talking. She has had mono for 3 months and is on homebound for the rest of her 9th grade year. I told her I had Esptein Barr Virus(chronic mono) and I understood how bad life sucked. A lot of people thinking wearing pjs all day and watching TV is fun but, believe me, when you do it every day for 6 months, it's not. I too missed my 9th grade year b/c of my "chronic mono" and it was terrible. I got depressed and felt I missed out on so much. She found me after her appt. and started crying and told me it was so nice to talk to someone who had been there and come out OK. It made me feel really good about myself to know I could use something so crappy to help her cope. I gave her my e-mail and told her to call if she needed to talk ever. So, a fun group of us decided to check out a sketch bar in Bemis this weekend. We met a friend there and someone, or myself in my drunken state, gave him my number. He has called me a total of 13 times in 2 days. I am freaking out...he's a nice guy, and supposedly coming to LU in the fall, but can we say stalker? I start at the Jude on the 15th and couldnt be more ready. I am ready to get back to all my old friends and go out on Friday and Saturday nights. I am sad. I am going to miss everyone so much. Packing up my apartment was so bittersweet. I am leaving my best friend in the whole world b/c I felt we needed some alone time. I am living with 2 awesome girls and know I will have so much fun but I will miss my Katie. To all my LU graduate friends, congrats. I am going to miss you so much. Wes, dont know how I am gonna make it w/o ya kid. I love you. I am going to finish unpacking some. Talk to you all later. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: Indian Outlaw (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
1:05 am	You know what really grinds my gears... Trying to go to sleep for 2 hours...people talking LOUDLY in the den which is 10 ft. away. Asking them to be quiet. Quiet happening for 10 minutes...and then doing laundry which is 1 ft from my bedroom door. I love the respect... On a good note, formal was a few weekends ago. It went swimmingly. Old South was fun...I think last year was better but there were so many cliques this year. I am done with 2 of my classes...got one final to turn in, two to take. Shouldnt be terrible...and guess what? I am done with spanish-FOREVER- a week from tomorrow! I am so excited for this weekend- to cut loose with all of my friends. Love you all! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: of course, laundry... (Comment on this)
Monday, April 3rd, 2006
2:11 pm	Here's One.. So, it's been awhile so I thought I'd enlighten every one. I have been SO busy. Last week was nearly the end of me. "Greek" week, or SAC events with sign in sheets, Pre-Initiation stuff, and Initiation practices , on top of 3 or 4 tests. Initiation was Saturday and Int'l Reunion Day on Sunday- both of which I am the presiding EC officer. We made it through though! Today, I didn't go to Spanish or Film History. I am completely lost in Spanish and one-on-one with students seems to help me a lot more. When she starts talking, I get completely lost. I was late to Panhellenic Installation and then went to lunch. It's Int'l week so the food is funkier than normal. Just got out of Oral Interp- WHAT A CLASS!!!!! Now, I'm waiting to head down for my tour. Only 2 more weeks of tours for me- woo!!! Tonight, I need to finish my Jude application, do homework and clean my room since Mom and Dad are coming tomorrow for honors day convo. The OCs and Sam are gfoing to dinner tonight at Mulligans- I cant WAIT!!! Anyways, I am gonna head down to admissions. Thanks for all of your encouragement last week...it meant a lot:) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: typing (Comment on this)
Monday, March 27th, 2006
3:24 pm	Thank you... So I was so worried about this week being insanely hectic...and it still might be. But I got all of my homework done for the week over the weekend, except studying for 2 tests b/c i dont have study guides. But people like Ms. Brenda and Jordan and Javier and Curry and Bubba and E rob make my days bearable...I laughed out loud so much in class today and it felt good! Ms. Brenda let me out of working in the admissions office early, because there was nothing to do and she values my time. Jordan asked me to Old South and told me he was so excitedto be going with me, which made my day. Thanks to all of you. Sorry this entry is random...and I apologize if Im stressed and bitchy at all this week! LOVE! eg Current Mood: pleased Current Music: apartment behind us... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
10:57 pm	Have you ever been so overwhelmed, and somewhat frustrated? That's how I am right now. There is so much stuff that needs to get done to keep AGD running...I cant do everything. That's why we have officers...it is somewhat like a business. I just get so frustrated with people thinking their time is so much more valuable than my own, and they dont have time to nail things down. It's so not just a problem with AGD...it's every organization but that is the thing I am frustrated with right now. I know a lot of it is my fault b/c I want EVERYTHING to go perfectly, even if it's not my problem. I just hope people realize that deadlines are deadlines...for a reason and while sometimes people are flexible, we cant take advantage of it. Sorry to rant...Spring Break has been OK...mom and I have been fighting a lot...I just think it scares her that I am becoming so much more independant. She still doesnt understand why I need my own place if I go to U of M for grad school...I wanna be like "Mom. this week is proof..." I am heading to Hot Springs tomorrow for horse races and shopping. I am excited- I've never been before... One final rant...I went to On the Border tonight with the 'rents...there was a sticker on one of the cars next to us with a picture of W with a caption that read "not MY president." How tacky! I mean, I could have made one for Bill Clinton and some of the other scum bags we've had in office but why? They ARE your Commander in chief...like it or not. I dont care if you agree with Mr. Bush but he IS your leader..or get out! I know the whole freedom of expression thing, but it's just crappy of them. Ugh- dumb people. Anyways, I know this is kind of weird and long, but I'm weird- and sort of long... Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Easy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 18th, 2006
11:59 pm	Frustrated... I am so frustrated right now. I don't know if it's with myself, or just everything around me. I need my alone time and I can never have it...there are ALWAYS people at this damn apartment and they dont respect my space... I hate being like this b/c I feel like I am being a bitch, but on the same token, this is my space and I am keeping to myself...why do you have to come over here and stay till God knows when in the morning? And I dont have a bed... Ugh, sorry for the rant. I called my parents today b/c I was so upset...I wanted to come home today but damn weather stopped that... They told me I am just maturing and the sitting around getting wasted isnt fun to me anymore...which it's not...I love to go out and party with the best of them but not every night. I'm also not into the random hook ups that seem to always happen, so I just look like a loser. I guess I just have more priorities than beer, sex, and making out with random people... I am so ready for the summer and to be back at the Jude... OK, sorry to rant...hopefully since this weather fucked up my weekend the least it can do is get us out of school Monday:) I love you all...I promise I'm not depressed...just would like my alone time... Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: you've lost that loving feelin blaring in the den (Comment on this)
Friday, January 27th, 2006
4:15 pm	FRIDAY! Hey y'all, I know it's been a really long time since my last update...I'm sorry...I read about all of your lives...or mainly the two Christies and Lauren...but I have been totally unmotivated. The only reason I am writing now is because I am waiting on my shower to get hot...I've been waiting 15 min already...lost cause? My life has been OK. I've been sick since New Years and I can not seem to shake it...in return, I have been going home a lot to rest and relax since I always wanna go out when I am here. I have a dr. appt. at noon tomorrow. WOO HOO. I took my 1st Spanish test today, it wasnt as bad as I thought it would be but still really hard. A lot of us went out Wednesday to see Heather, our Chapter Advisor, off. It's really a hard time for me. On one hand, I am so proud of her and how she has conducted herself the last few weeks. (She lost both her mom and her job in a period of 3 weeks. She got an amazing offer in Lebanon and accepted.) However, on my selfish other hand, it is going to be so hard with her gone. She really understood me and my leadership style and AGD is going to really miss out without her. However, I have such faith and confidence in my sisters...they are supportive of me. I know that's corny, but who cares... So I'm heading to Memphis tonight for beautiful Rachael's birthday dinner and then going to the dr. tomorrow...sounds fun huh?;) Hope y'all are well...I miss everyone...sorry I've been sort of MIA. Love and Peace... Garrett Out! Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Like We Never Loved At All (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
2:02 am	WOO HOO I just went to the Boyz to Men concert...it was pretty freaking amazing. I knew all the words and I got a rose!!!!! YAY!!! We were on the 4th row and I took some pictures if anyone else is as obsessed with 90s boy bands like me:) LOVE! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Motown Philly (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
2:39 am	Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
11:01 pm	Slacking... Sorry I have been so out of the LJ loop lately guys!! Here's some points: Finals and the stuff due before them SUCK! I am Alpha Gam's new President...we have an amazing new pledge class, not to mention some amazing older members, and I can not WAIT to see where we go from here:) I HATE Spanish...Dr. Spires is the devil... I am ready for this semester to be over...to much drama... I am going to Boyz to Men on the 30th...I CAN'T WAIT!!! MOTOWN PHILLY BACK AGAIN:) That's about it...I'm sure there's more- that's all the imp't stuff for now! Back to Dr. Eddleman papers! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Good Stuff (4 Comments |Comment on this)
11:00 pm	Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In September I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Monday I donated bone marrow to jer83 in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In August I helped lindsaylou21 hide a body (-173 points). Last month I turned ashandpeteshow in for eating carbs (3 points). In July I stole pandain2036's purse (-30 points). Overall, I've been nice (92 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly! Sincerely, agdemmyg Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
7:58 pm	Quick One So, I've been uber stressed about Homecoming and a lot of stuff this week and had a break down wiht mom last night. Today, however, I heard the choir singing the alma mater/irish blessing and it made me realize that I do love working for this instituition and the people here...even if I pull out all my hair before Im done!!! Thanks to all those who've lended a helping hand or an encouraging word, esp. my escort- you rock my world!!! Thanks for understanding "the funk!" Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: dryer (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
3:28 pm	Alls Well Hi All, I am still alive...have just been EXTREMELY BUSY. I have been driving back and forth b/t Jackson and Memphis to sing in Memphis in the fair. I did not make it to finals but, really, when has the fair really been a real judge of talent? Ive done much better in my life than most people who have won... and I am happier. I did an awesome job and went out with a BANG:) My voice coach is amazing...I will miss seeing him every week...I wish I had of found him sooner. He was truly everything I needed in a coach. An awesome singer, performer and a great friend. He also could deal with my emotional side and my mom's pageant mom side when she gets nervous. All in all, it went well. Thanks to all who came out to support me...y'all dont know how much you mean to me:) I am at my internship now. WHOOP DE DOO. I have to work phone-a-thon tonight but, hey, it's a little extra cash and I need it since I just took one another little. Wow, two in one semester. Butshe is amazing and Im lucky to have her, as well as Loralee. Just to throw this out there, AGD is amazing. We have 20 beautiful new girls and I so proud of all of them. I am so glad to see you proudly wearing the letters I love so much! Well, I need to get back to entering info into a spreadsheet- so entertaining, huh. Love y'all. Oh yeah, I havent been too busy to forget football. HELL YEAH UT. KICK CAJUN ASS!:) Sorry, I know LA has been given a tough blow but they were ass holes about the whole situation...UT played a tough game and I am so proud to be a VOL FAN!:) V-O-L-S V-O-L-S GO VOLS GO:) Current Mood: content Current Music: Rocky Top (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
9:51 pm	From My Cousin... 1. You are three weeks younger than me (and don't think I'll ever forget it!) 2. Dorothy from "The Wizard of Oz," because you can belt it out! 3. I'm not a big fan of incest myself, so I'm not going to even jello wrestle you. 4. TV switches to porno. John: "Oh, leave it here!" Jonathan: (nervous) "Can we change the channel?" John: "What are you, gay?!" Me: Dude, he's like eight! 5. My favorite memory (although I don't exactly remember it, but I've seen it a thousand times on video) is when Uncle Danny busted us jumping on the bed. 6. I'm going to have to go with a sunflower. Don't know why. 7. When are you going to visit my ass here in Auburn?! 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. I tag wesmurphy02, kristyc, and ashleydawn5. ENJOY! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:49 pm	20 Random Facts My cousin tagged me so I gotta do this... 1. I realized today in Junior Seminar why I should NOT be a lawyer or poly-sci major! 2. I got a new asshole today in Organizational Communication- I think Doc may be retiring so he feels the need to be hard. 3. 40 cent boneless wing night tonight at Buffalo Wild Wings...Im going with some of my favorite KA pledges! 4. It sucks to go to a small school with no December graduation, especially when you finish in December. 5. I love taking pictures...I should have majored in photo-journalism. 6. I havent done a musical in a long time and that makes me sad. 7. I love to proof papers 8. Sometimes, I volunteer for too much and now people expect me to complete too much. DAMN OVERACHIEVER. 9. I miss my cousin. We never talk anymore:( 10. This semester is definately my "ugh" one...classes are fairly easy (except Spanish) but they are starting to over-lap and most of the stuff I did this summer. 11. I miss my St. Jude job. I really feel like it is what I am supposed to be doing with the rest of my life. 12. I am sort of nervous about my last fair performance(s). I just want to have fun, which I have while preparing and all, but I still would like to do well. It's all so political. 13. I need to get my hair re-highligted. 14. Fake people piss me the fuck off. 15. Where are all the single, football type-build guys at? 16. Mom was right...I should have stuck with piano lessons. 17. Since becoming an Alpha Gam, squirrels have become much cuter! 18. I need a little break from school/meetings/Lambuthsphere. 19. I use ... too much in e-mail/LJing/facebooking 20. I love freshly baked chocholate chip cookies. Small update: LU got facebook! I am so excited. "One small step for man...":) I talked to Harris at SJ yesterday...one of our favorite little patients passed away but they are going to make a camo race car in his honor b/c that's what he always wanted. I miss it so much. Well, I am headed to Memphis tommorow. The big fair is this weekend- WOO HOO! I hope some of y'all can come! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: I wanna love you forever...i dunno why! (1 Comment |Comment on this)